some things just make you wanna scream

it's 2:30 in the morning & i have yet to be satisfied with anything that happened today.
my head is aching due to me slamming it against the brick wall
my stomach is bloated due to being a girl, & satisfying my late night cravings
my brain is tired from overlooking studying materials for final
no one has texted me back
the inside of my mouth is raw from eating reese's puff cereal. (there has got to be someone out there who knows what i'm talking about.)

i keep telling myself there are only 8 more days until home. home for almost 3 weeks.
i'm getting more & more antsy by the minute

don't get me wrong, living in st george has been mostly wonderful.
until recently

i used to enjoy all the boys coming in & out of our appartment all day, every day.
but, we started to notice our already bare fridge was becoming more & more bare.
our food was being stolen, eaten, taken without anyone ever asking. we are poor college students, we cannot provide for ourselves let alone an army of men! i can't tell you enough how much i hate coming home from class & finding someone had eaten my last apple.

if you are every tired & wanting a nice quite nap don't come to apartment 21. you will not get a minute of sleep without being disturbed. last time i checked, this was my house not yours. also, i never once have barged into your room screaming & yelling followed by a, "oh my gosh, were you asleep?" no, i was just laying here resting my eyes. we've resorted to locking the door during napping hours. oh but wait, a locked door to boys means lets bang on the door, window, & ring the doorbell as many times as we can or until someone gets the door. usually if a door is locked you should go home!

let's address another matter. don't come over & say how annoying or rude one of my roommates is when they aren't home. most of all don't do the same thing when i'm not home, then lie about it. also, i hope you all feel extremely stupid now that we all know what you've all been saying. don't act like we're all friends then talk crap on everyone behind our backs. we aren't in high school anymore. hate to break it to ya.

bottom line, if you think we're "so annoying," then why the hell do you come over alllll the time?
the swearing was much needed. my apologies.

it's been quite around our appartment for the last couple days, but we don't mind. i personally have had no desire to hang out with any of our guy friends since thanksgiving break. that's awful to say, but once finding out half the stuff we did it makes me question if we even were friends at all. i thought we'd all grow out of this behavior, but i sure was wrong.

these boys have been trying to cause conflict between all of us as roommates & we have now finally realized it. we all get along just fine, but we are much closer now that we actually can have roommate time. it's lovely.
we've been able to complete homework without distractions
paint our nails & have classic "boy talk"
watch chick flicks without any boys making fun of the movie 
play cards 
go to bed at a semi-decent time 
eat dinner as roommates 
go out shopping 
it's been nice not having the boys around. 
i know you're probably all thinking that we'll never hang out again, but we've said our apologizes, the boys too. but things won't be the same. it's just what happens.  

on the plus side, christmas is fast approaching.