breakable.

i wish i could write a letter to every single person that is under my skin currently.

i feel like i would be a million times better if i were to do so.

finals; i hate you so much. i can't wait until you're over. my life will be less stressful & i'll be able to eat.

apt. # 24 boys; stop acting like you're all five years old. no one is mad, grow up, get over yourselves & realize that no one cares who you were in high school. we're all best friends, we've had the funnest times, we've shared memories, laughs, cries, everything. you haven't yet realized that we're grown up now. please stop with the childish behavior.

you; i haven't figured out why you're back in my life. quite frankly, i'm not sure if i want you there. i still question everything and i want to know what you're thinking at all times. i don't think i'm made for this. i live four hours away, i know what i want. you don't. i'm being realistic, you're not. i can't and i won't drop everything just to be with you. and the thing is, i don't know if i want to see you over this christmas break.

him; i've had a crush on you since that day on the roof. we shared our life stories. no judgements. from that day you trusted me with everything. i love that we can talk about things & listen to each other. you give great, heartfelt advice. we can talk for hours about anything! it kills me when you come to me with girl problems, all those girls don't seem right for you. you deserve the best & i wish you could see that. i sometimes wish you knew the way i felt. but, i'm thankful for our friendship.

i know that none of these people will see this, but i figured i'd say it somehow.