i've been put on the back burner

it's currently 1:17 am. i should be asleep, but i'm not.
i'm in the mood to just rant. so bare with me.

i'm in desperate need of a cut and color for my wild mane. it's getting out of hand.
i have a zit the size of jupiter.
i have a canker sore on the under side of my tongue.
i pulled something in my leg while running.
my throat has been swollen and sore for days.
i discovered i'm getting a sinus infection.
my bro has disappeared. i'm convinced that rob factory has died.
i sometimes miss my old summer routine.
i get annoyed easily.
i hang out with darren and shawn every day of my life.
scum is my new favorite card game.
i only need one mother. not two.
i miss my family.
i cried the day seven peaks closed because i knew i wouldn't be there.
i'm paranoid that i'm going to gain the freshman fifteen. but i've actually lost weight.

i'm slowly dying off. if you don't hear from me...this is why.